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I´ve been feeling just like this recently...

LyricsSong: Jesus Christ Superstar DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOVE HIM I don't know how to love him. What to do, how to move him. I've been changed, yes really changed. In these past few days, when I've seen myself, I seem like someone else. I don't know how to take this. I don't see why he moves me. He's a man. He's just a man. And I've had so many men before, In very many ways, He's just one more. Should I bring him down? Should I scream and shout? Should I speak of love, Let my feelings out? I never thought I'd come to this. What's it all about? Don't you think it's rather funny, I should be in this position. I'm the one who's always been So calm, so cool, no lover's fool, Running every show. He scares me so. I never thought I'd come to this. What's it all about? Yet, if he said he loved me, I'd be lost. I'd be frightened. I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope. I'd turn my head. I'd back away. I

"The dreamhouse,a cronicle about friendships between boys and girls"

Have you ever had a best friend,of the opposite sex?How many times have you spent with him/her.The privileges they had over your girl/boyfriends.The ones you left a dirty stain of mascara on their shirt.The dreams you shared toghether,the desires,the moments.It doesn´t matter if she/he is straight or homosexual.If he/she lives near you,or far away.If he/she is your childhood friend or just someone interesting you met in a music store.If you can see him/her everyday ,or just chatting on the internet. Have you ever dreamed it was just a little bit more than friendship?That night you sleeped in eachothers houses.All you wanted was to change rooms and sleep toghether.That kiss,you wished it was somewere else.That day you peeped through the bathroom door just to see him/her naked. Have you ever bild a dreamhouse toghether?Like the characters on the movie "Thirteen going on Thirty".Is it still there?How many "dreamhouses" do you have?Did any o

Sem Amor (if anyone is interested in the english translation to this,just ask!)

O céu parece não ter limites quando se sonha.Na adolescência parecemos eternos e temos a impressão de conseguir superar tudo.Tenho 12 anos e consigo ver os limites do céu,agora que eu faço parte dele. Em vida quem poderia imaginar um destino destes para min? Área nobre,colégio de elite,patricinha,e muitos outros estereótipos e adjetivos.Logo,eu, a loirinha doce e espevitada vestida de cor-de-rosa que até pouco tempo atrás pulava de biquíni com minhas amigas na praia da moda.Mas me apaixonei,fazer o que?E agente não escolhe por quem se apaixona. Ano passado tava começando minha vida em uma nova escola.Esperava este dia com ansiedade,pois eu iria cursar a sétima serie,em um colégio para garotas .Foi aí que eu conheci ela,linda,minha melhor amiga,Brenda.Aqueles olhos, a pele,o cabelo.Logo vi que o que sentia por ela não era só amizade,era algo mais,e tinha reciprocidade.Só que entre nos existia uma barreira a ser vencida,a namorada dela,Brandy.As duas eram um pouco mais velha que eu,t