Mayfly on a Sunday afternoon

Perdoe-me a minha distancia Tenho tanto para diser-te Desculpe se pareço seria e calada Me contento só em ver-te Eu gosto de você Gosto de estar Bem perto de você Se eu não respondi sua pergunta Saiba que passei o dia pensando em ti Naquela tarde solitaria Você me fez sorrir Eu gosto de sentir você Gosto de tocar Você

Você já inventou uma vida falsa só pra dizer que tem uma vida? Você já deu uma festa só para agradar os outros e esqueceu de se divertir? Você já tomou banho com a janela aberta só pra sua visinha ouvir você cantar? Já tocou algum instrumento?Inventou uma religião em que você era deus?Ou quis ser Axel Rose? Passou a noite atraz de garotinhas ruivas e tudo que encontrou foi eu? Quando acabou o namoro saiu de noite ficou bebado e beijou todas as mulheres que teve vontade? Ou você escolheu sua namorada porcausa do curso que ela faz e do time que ela torçe? Já teve medo,quando criança,de uma pintura de um palhaço,jogo-a no lixo e ela misteriosamente voltou pra você? Já acabou um namoro sem razões e, depois de passar quatro anos sem falar com ela, como Jason de "Sexta-Feira 13" ,resurge para ela do nada e continua o relacionamento com ela como se nada tivesse acontecido? Já entrou e saiu várias vezes de uma festa até decidir se você realmente vai a festa? ...

Uma vez eu estive apaixonada   E como mulher eu deixei   Tanto para atraz   Copos e talheres largados   Em avenidas e aeroportos  Então eu decidi superar uma montanha emocional   E como atleta tive calos nas mãos e nos pés   Que nem manicures e pedicures psicologicas deram jeito Mas pelo menos cheguei até o topo   Foi quando eu finquei minha bandeira  Avisando que cheguei até lá  Pois quando alguem me pergunta duvidando   Eu tenho minha bandeira   Como sinal para mostrar   Que tambem posso chegar -x-

Pedro eres pedras   A fundação da construção   Da minha Igreja de adoração   Origem dos meus sentidos  Sentimentos e razões   Minha primeira esperança  Fonte de minhas emoções   Pois todo amor que eu guardei   Ontem para você   Hoje é todo o amor que dou   Fotos amareladas   Sorrisos distantes   E abraços tão fogosos   Se antes eras fumaça   Hoje eres incendio   Seus olhos   Labaredas fumejantes   Beijos mares doces ventos  -x-

Quando escuto Rod Steward Me lembro de você E quando você escuta Jorge Ben Você se lembra de min Se eu fosse un transatlantico Eu atravessaria os sete mares Como um mar tranqüilo Só para estar com você Se a saudade fosse uma núvem Como um avião eu a crusaria Enfrentaria a chuva E chegaria a você -x-

Quando estou no Recife no Sabado Gosto de sonhar que estou em outro canto Sonho que estou em Londres loveando Naquelas festas com aquelas músicas Beijando aqueles homens E usando aqueles vestidos Queria pegar um avião E sentir a liberdade do meu sonho fazer sentido Em Shorditch,Camdem ou Totenham E dançar Suede,Blur e Pulp Abraçadinha com aqueles homens E usando aquele vestido Mandando se fuder Vaf1,2 e 3 E tudo isso seria muito legal Tudo seria muito divertido Se você tivesse ao meu lado Se você viesse comigo

Hoje é Páscoa e eu estou tão só   Você me chama para ver Jesus sofrer  Num ritual que você chama de paixão  E eu só vejo a dor e a solidão  Você me chama para ver a vida passar   E eu ando em frente só para não me entregar   Como água e bebo comida   Cenoura crua e alface   Ligo a tv e vejo Jesus morrendo  E me pergunto o que há de cristão  Em observar a morte alheia   Nesta tradição  Você em êxtase nem se liga   Na ressureisão   Nem acredito que você   Ainda se chama de cristão   -x-

Well Respected Man,The Kinks ´Cause he gets up in the morning, And he goes to work at nine, And he comes back home at five-thirty, Gets the same train every time. cause his world is built round punctuality, It never fails. And hes oh, so good, And hes oh, so fine, And hes oh, so healthy, In his body and his mind. Hes a well respected man about town, Doing the best things so conservatively. And his mother goes to meetings, While his father pulls the maid, And she stirs the tea with councilors, While discussing foreign trade, And she passes looks, as well as bills At every suave young man cause hes oh, so good, And hes oh, so fine, And hes oh, so healthy, In his body and his mind. Hes a well respected man about town, Doing the best things so conservatively. And he likes his own backyard, And he likes his fags the best, cause hes better than the rest, And his own sweat smells the best, And he hopes to grab his fathers loot, When pater passes on. cause hes oh, so good, And hes oh, so fine,...

"Long ago And oh so far away I fel inlove with you Before the second show" Superstar,The Carpenters The first time I ever loved a guy I was 15 years old and we went to school together.He used to nag about the hot-dog I was eating ,saying it wasn´t so healthy for me.A month ago around carnaval as ironic as it seems he was with this huge joint in his mouth and he didn´t even recognized me because of drug damage.I was sure it was him because his brother was beside him.And he used to bitch about the damages that a simple hot-dog can do! "And you gave away the things you loved And one of them was me" So Vain,Carly Simons

Every woman knows the thin line Between sense and sensitivity Every woman has its issues And lovers who passed around their body She knows exactly how she´s been hurt She knows exactly what somebody did Everytime she makes excuses For the times she cryed aloud Swallow day by day I used to be afraid of people Sometimes I want to hurt somebody And god knows I´m not being evil I just want to give someone a hard time Just like somebody gave me one -x-

Brasileña Cachonda (Horny brazilian girl) I got my british boyfriend addicted To tea and Dr Who It should have been the contrary But hey It happens I came to europe Looking for sex and love It should have been the contrary But hey It happens I think he´s so exotic This is so strange Yet it happened He lives far far away Up north In a lonely island Far away from me But he loves me Today it´s a leap year It´s Februrary 29th I wanna propose him Yet i´m expecting a silk dress It´s so strange But it happens I went to Europe expeting to meet Someone I chatted for 10 years Yet I met someone I chatted for about 5 I´m so inlove He is my lover He´s so exotic He came to see me So strange But it happened to me I wanna be he´s forever We are ment to be toghether We love eachother I love him so much We have to be toghether It has to happen -x-

sure she did!he was the only one who showed up at her funeral! *johnlennon joined #beatles *@beatlefan13 slaps @beatlemaniac15 with a big large trout hehehehehe!!! you are so gonna get it tomorrow at school! please don´t hurt her!what you are saying is blasphemy! ilovebeatlefan13 hugs @beatlefan13 johnlennon is enjoying himself with the reading @paulmccartney offers another beatles song for analisis "norweagean wood" this is a tipical weekend of mines,waking up alone in a tub after having sex the whole night long! promiscous bitch! @beatlemaniac15 kicks johnlennon from #beatles ( beatlemaniac15 it´s not a bitch,he just likes having sex a little bit too much) i bet i´m the first person to get "fat of the land" from prodigy!!! *johnlennon joins #beatles no!i bought mine´s two months ago on lisbon´s airport!i rock! i bought mines 2 hours before you at the shopping mall! heheheheheeh!!!you are the third one in the channel!!!

mIRC days! I remember when I wanted to be happy I typed /irc.elogica.com.br /j comunismo /j metaleiros /j goticos I chatted the whole night long to people I would see at school the next day And when I chatted with people I didn´t know There was allways the weekends to meet them at the park Afterwards we went to my cousins house With a guitar in hand and we sang Beatle songs In my life I loved you more! -x-

How did this dirty ugly motel became so famous? Lyrics (translation to english) Man:Do you wanna shine? Girl (with a sexy voice):I know where we could go.To Motel Devaneios,the motel that shines!Motel Devaneios Is my favourite love nest! Man (with this dirty orgasm voice): Motel Devaneios!!!! Girl:The motel that shines!!! advertiser:Motel Devaneios next to the Shopping Mall!

There are people There are people who makes us dream There are people who makes us have expectations Sometimes they don´t live up to those expectations Not because they can´t Because they are evil Because,yes,they can hurt us Hurt us in a way we never dreamt they would And they hurt us in a way To make other people think we are exagerating To make society think we have gone crazy To make us hurt in purpose Because they are sadists Society ignores these people But they exist And we wish something was done Because they make seem Evil as a normal thing They are at schools,colleges,streets,politics and work Those bugs Those anti-social beings The one who exist And society ignores -x-

Excuse me,I´m sorry Excuse me,I´m sorry,but I think I´m not the man who hurted you I might know this is the first day of our aquaintansaince And I know about the white,short,long haired boy Who used to go to your house And eat from your food If I said something I shouldn´t say I ask for my apologies But I know about the skinny little brat Who used to say things behind your back I remember the days you dressed up as a goth And hanged out with a huge bottle of wine On dark empty corners of your city Wondering if I still existed I remember when he was still An active member in your life So he threw you away As if you where trash You felt hurt and abbandom And you avoid to see him It´s so hard ´Cause he lives close by And I´m so far away You saw this video And you wandered if I got drafted You know I don´t agree with these things I´m still here with my cup of tea So you clinged to me So you could survive And somehow Forget about him! So excuse,me Sorry I´m all apologies _x_

Quando eu era afim de tu Você não me dava linha Dizia que eu era muito nova E que estava bem gordinha O tempo passou Eu cresci e emagreci Vá pro fim da linha Que a fila tá andando Não me faça mais de boba Hoje eu não te dou linha Procure outra panaca Para fazer de bobinha! Cresce se encherga E vê se desparece Que quando o assunto sumir Você faz isso muito bem -x-

The living dead There can never be true friendship Between a man and a woman If both of the parties are straight There´s only true friendship If one of the parties lives far away Or accepts to be gay What I found out It ended up being too late! Yes,I´ve been through it Yes,I survived it And now I´m here To tell the story A story so true About pain ,love and it´s glory But it ended up so gory It´s better to put up with a ghost When someone you love is gone! I had to put up with a living-dead being Who lives just two blocks away When someone we used to love Hurts us in a way that´s unimaginable He did it by force The hate he felt for me There´s nothing to be mishunderstood by that Now he´s just the living,wallking,breathing dead! Got no toombstone or grave And I´m just a living corpse for him As he is for me So I buried,all his gifts,pictures and tapes Did a symbolical funeral For my living dead -x-

The day we almost kissed It was a Friday night Right after classes We sat on the benches And we tryed We used to walk hand in hand Inside that place And we used to study together Girls looked so envious You where so gourgeous So was I Your long hair Used to go right your waist Those dark polish eyes Allways looking around Just to be sure But when I looked to your behind I noticed you had no ass! How can I be inlove with a man Who doesn´t have a propper ass! Those drinking songs Those irish drinking songs Man,you don´t know What they mean to me,now And the day you taught me How to sing "Molly Mallone" Under that lovely plane I remember the size of your feet Boy they where big! Inside your old white trainners The sweetest boy in the world How could you become so bitter? So like Darth Vader You forgot your noble side And gave in to the dark side So like Rodins sculpture we stood still It was all so barely slightly A touch of tongue and lips So we felt a strange smell coming aro...

Qual foi o mal que você me fez? Rafael Arruda Naquele ano de 2001? Emagreci 20 quilos Passei em 3 vestibulares Nota alta no Enem e no supletivo E ainda por cima um namorado Como Davi Alem de não dar bola E ciscar pra traz Quando era apaixonada por você E tinha só você na cabeça Que mal você me fez? O tempo passou Os homens passaram Outros tomaram teu lugar na minha cabeça Viajamos por que amavamos Alguem de longe Ainda por cima Hoje Tenho a felicidade De ter um amigo como você Rafael Arruda Essa não é a primeira poesia que te faço Um nome tão lindo E tão bom de dizer -x- English Version What evil did you do to me? My good friend In that year of 2001 I lost 40 pounds I´ve been accepted in wonderful universities And had a wonderful boyfriens like David You just weren´t interested When my mind only had you And your name was all I said In 2001 So many men took That lonely place in my mind Since 2001 This is not the only poem dedicated to you And today you are my My good friend Rafael Arru...

I will think twice Blokes have no value towards girls And girls have to value towards them too Legs are spread And emotions are spread And that´s left it´s nothing In this world full of vulgarity I promise from now on I´ll behave differently Like I was still a virgin I will think twice Men have to show value and Respect towards us They have to learn how to wait Slowly in their time Men have to think before So cheaply Giving us plesure There´s no true love in this world But i promise my beauty will arise! I won´t say yes for the first time I´ll have to wait for a second time To see if he has the value For me to give him pleasure When girls don´t wear panties I´m wearing mines If a guy promises me a cheap thrill He just has to go behind me for it If girls are vulgar I promise to be sophisticated Girls are not just a hole And men are not just a pole In...

Axl wrote this song for someone who loved him and he didn´t love her back Guns 'N Roses :November Rain When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained The love she feels for him But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same He may love her back,and he´s not so sure about that.He´s saying what she want´s to hear Nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change Who knows,someday I can even love you back And it's hard to hold a candle The candle means the fire of her love In the cold November rain This is his feelings for her We've been through this such a long long time Just tryin' to kill the pain It´s been a long time she´s inlove But lovers always come and lovers always go She´s just someone else he slept with An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today Walking away He´s fed up of sleeping with her for fun If we could take the time to lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowin' tha...

Favourite songs: 1990:Roam,B52´s 1991:Smells like teen spirit,Nirvana 1992:Jeremy,Pearl Jam 1993:Runaway train,Soul assilum 1994:Supersonic,Oasis 1995:Girls and boys,Blur 1996:Aqualung,Jethro Tull 1997 : Wonderwall ,Oasis 1998: Bittersweet symphony,The verve 1999: Freak on a leash,Korn 2000:Judith,Perfect Circle 2001:Pull me under,Dream theatre 2002:Bards song,Blind guardian 2003:Det som engang var,Burzum 2004:Take me out,Franz ferdinand 2005:Hey ya,Outkast 2006:Miss modular,Stereolab 2007:Fire with fire,The gossip 2008(so far):D.A.N.C.E.,Justice

Bukakke:(port)No sentido de , Tas gozando com a minha cara? (eng) Are you j0king with me? Xenosexual=(port)Orientação ou sexual digirida a extrangeiros e seus descendentes,por falta de boas oportunidades na sua cidade ou pais. (eng) Sexual choice or orientation towards foreigners and their descendents for lack of opportunities on your city of country. Scarlett Girl= (port) Mulher foda que se garante e mesmo assim ser linda pacas(inspirado em Scartlett Johanssen) (eng) A girl who´s dead gourgeous,has strong oppinion and it´s inteligent (inspired by Scarlett Johanssen)

Why grampa ran away Grampa ran away Left everything behind He left daddy,my uncle and grandma behind There was no traces of him Because he wanted freedom No one knows where he is Or is he dead? As a little girl I didn´t know I had a grampa He was so far away So I asked Daddy do I have a grampa? My father ansewered he ran away Will he be back? Is he how I imagine? Nobody knows So I grew up And grampa returned He made me feel silent and scared He was my english grampa Because he kept his emotions to himself Not like the other grampa and his white beetle car So I got this phone number Saying he was about to die So I clinged to him As I never clinged before I spent the last six months beside him He told me to stop living in a lie And look for happinness And he said there was no shame in sillinness He told me to defend,to fight and stand for to what i beleave So that last day at the hospital He told me that the six months i spent with him Where the happiest of his life So I held his hand ti...

Girls of my hometown Girls of my hometown They feel no pain as he manipulates and hit´s you You think you deserve Girls of my hometown Have to cope with it Girls of my hometown Have to survive it There is no one to run to Because he is the one who supports you He raped her She has to like it If she goes to the cops He will say she´s crazy Because she takes medications Just to cope with it And she survives As rotten as it gets inside Everyday is a day less in his life This is the only reason she has to survive -X-

Title: The scent of flowers,after the thick rain Main Characters: Nelson Leesa and Lisa Nelson(ages 16 and 14) Roger Marblehouse,Benjamin Bare Secondary Characters: Charles and Mildred ,headmistress,headmaster, Places:High School, The story happens in Auckland in New Zeland Soundtrack:White Chalk by PJ Harvey or Bury the Hatchet by Cramberries IDEA : Make two copies of the movie each copy will have a different soundtrack Copy n°1:White Chalk by PJ Harvey Copy n °2: Bury the Hatchet by Cramberries Credits: So Vain by Carly Simon Plot Lisa Nelson spent her childhood moving around places,and now at age 14 she returns to her home town.During the years abroad,used be moved to a new place every year, the only friend she ever had was a pen-frie...

Can I sway my hips from side to side As you climb my body up and down? I´m sure i´ll make you climb up the walls With plesure Can you overcome my pain deep inside my skin? I wanna see you go red again When I smile at you You may be born in April But you´re no fool You may be a lamb Yet you are made of fire Please climb my body I wanna feel you close Siga o percurso Venha no meu predio Suba pelas paredes E suba na minha janela Estarei nua como sempre Faire le parkour dans ma corps Donne ma ta main J´ai veux ton yeux Et frotter ta corp Dans ma sex

You said that survival it´s just a question of mutation Live like a chameleon and everything would be fine So I turn off the news There was a hurricane where you live by You told me not to worry because you would survive Inside your closet Today I´ve dreamt you wrote me a letter Saying you where sorry and everything was OK again Are you still the one I´ve met when you where alive In this endless search it took me to dig Deep inside beside in sight Your boyfriend said that your voice was smooth Your boyfriend said you will make it Yet theres a stranger in the room Bobby is my memory of doom -x-

I saw somebody who reminded me of you before you got afraid i wish that you could've stayed that way i saw a little girl i stopped and smiled at her she screamed and ran away it happens to me more and more these days chorus and these songs that you sing do they mean anything to the people you're singing them to people like you i saw a photograph a woman in a bath of hundred dollar bills if the cold doesn't kill her, money will i read a magazine that said by seventeen your life was at an end i'm dead and i'm perfectly content chorus and these songs that i sing do they mean anything to the people i'm singing them to people like you chorus and these songs that we sing do they mean anything to the people we're singing them to tonight they do

Have you ever masterbated Looking at my pictures On those lazy days You are sure no one´s looking That´s what I´ve been doing Touching myself You´re so far way Thinking about you And your long fingers Sometimes I´m sure I get your smell on me Have you ever fundled your mast Holding your fingers tight around it Looking at some old picture of me At the yearbook And noticing my cleavage Have you ever missed me that much? When I touch myself I can feel your touch Did you ever wanted me that much Fundleling yourself Looking at our graduation photograph -x-

PETER GABRIEL LYRICS "Digging In The Dirt" Something in me, dark and sticky All the time it's getting strong No way of dealing with this feeling Can't go on like this too long [Chorus:] This time you've gone too far [x3] I told you [x4] This time you've gone too far [x3] I told you [x4] Don't talk back Just drive the car Shut your mouth I know what you are Don't say nothing Keep your hands on the wheel Don't turn around This is for real Digging in the dirt Stay with me, I need support I'm digging in the dirt To find the places I got hurt Open up the places I got hurt The more I look, the more I find As I close on in, I get so blind I feel it in my head, I feel it in my toes I feel it in my sex, that's the place it goes [Chorus] I'm digging in the dirt Stay with me I need support I'm digging in the dirt To find the places I got hurt To open up the places I got hurt Digging in the dirt To find the places we got hurt [x7]

The movie beguines when both characters,Roger and Marlene, are 15 years old and experience love for the first time.They live together sweet and unforguetable moments.Untill one day Roger,leaves Canada and moves to Milan in Italy. Marlene is left alone with few  information of him.The only thing she know is that she´ll never forget him and the moments she spent with Rogerio.Rogerio will be her reference in all of her life when it comes to love.,and her earliest love memory. Years passed by,Marlene had other lovers,but she never got over Roger.One day when she was 25 she won a scholarship to get her master degree in fashion at the lovely city of Milan. In Milan she bought a "Time out in Milan" magazine,when she was reading the magazine she saw an article about MTF transsexuals  in Milan.For her surprise the article was about Roger,now named "Gilda" and has a pair of boobs bigger than hers.And for her surprise when he was asked if women ever had an influence in his ...

Me acuerdo del colegio Y el gordo Bombom Ele era el capo Se sientia por cima Tenia el culo grande Bombom Comia frituras Y todo que tiene harina Lo que tenia mas feo Era su narina Y se vio tan gordo Que ya capo no se sentia Hizo ejercicios Bombom No come mas harina Y en su inferioridad Pide a las mujeres Que se le caguen encima Bombom -x- -x-

Los ojos verdes que me esperaban Ahora son muerte Caso de suicidio En su belleza del passado Hoy solo queda un raton Rata fea! Una vez era tan bello Ojos de violin Y me abrazabas con afecto Hoy veo que era t0d0 mentira Que en tus labios gasté besos Que en mi saliva no existen mas Tu suenõ Hoy es mi noche de pessadilla De un passado de falso tercio pelo Hoy eres una memoria de mala dicha Y que ahora nazcan tu arrugas Y sobre tu tumba bailen un tango Dos tortugas Para que te acuerden tu tortura Que de un pobre ratoncillo Te volviste La rata fea -x-

Rogí Quando você vai me perdoar Esta na hora de me ouvir Nossos sonhos de amor No tempo que tempo que não tinha dor Já é hora de tentar Você é lindo Seus olhos verdes a me assustar Os desenhos e poesias Que fizemos no passado Eu só quero te falar Você é minha primeira lembrança Meus amantes tem seu olhar Em todo homen eu procuro Tem que ter um pouco de ti Mesmo que more em outro lugar -x-

Angie, angie, when will those clouds all disappear? Angie, angie, where will it lead us from here? With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats You cant say were satisfied But angie, angie, you cant say we never tried Angie, youre beautiful, but aint it time we said good-bye? Angie, I still love you, remember all those nights we cried? All the dreams we held so close seemed to all go up in smoke Let me whisper in your ear: Angie, angie, where will it lead us from here? Oh, angie, dont you weep, all your kisses still taste sweet I hate that sadness in your eyes But angie, angie, aint it time we said good-bye? With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats You cant say were satisfied But angie, I still love you, baby Evrywhere I look I see your eyes There aint a woman that comes close to you Come on baby, dry your eyes But angie, angie, aint it good to be alive? Angie, angie, they cant say we never tried

All the mornings I lived All the streets we played hide and seek For the first time I was enchanted by love My mother worked day and night And I had "All Star" shoes We had our sundays at the club And we didn´t give a dawn if Christ was crucified The beauty of the cathedral And the fottie team we supported Won at our stadium So things went round and round Under the sun And I felt for the first time I had a reason to live Because I was your Technicolor Butterfly Girls looked at us with jelousy Inside their happiness We saw their pain Because we we´re toghether They hoped so much to be with you And where able to break their principles Just to have you So one day it all happened Without any warning I discovered the sadnness of being in this world And not having you as a reason to live You know we´ve met way back Way back than yesterday The day I left I tryed to keep in touch In my soul I take the singing voice And the sunshine I have t...

I woke up this morning with hope in my soul Called you up so early,I thought I heard you moan Asked you if you remember ,Paris But all I heard was no Images of Paris Haunting in my soul I was just 15 So why did I let go? I ask myself why I fell so good With men who remind me of you I heard your voice again After 10 dreadfull years You sound like a former lover I met yesterday at a show Or someone I feel atracted Who lives just accross the ocean And never saw in my life And,who knows,will never be my own When I have my first born child It will bare your name So those memories of Paris Won´t form a rotten wound in my soul Images of Paris Haunting in my soul I was just 15 So why did I let go? Time says it heals all wounds So why woun´t it just heal them My do I have to live with this open scar Of th...

1)Runnaway,Del Shannon 2)Ruby Tuesday,Rolling Stones 3)Happinness Is A Warm Gun,Beatles 4)Good Vibrations,Beach Boys 5)Is It Wicked Not To Care,Belle and Sebastian 6)Pagan Poetry,Bjork 7)Under The Milkyway,The Church 8)All Mine,Portishead 9)This Is Hardcore,Pulp 10)Under Ether,Pj Harvey 11)Hues Of Longing,Mors Syphilitica 12)Stars,Ulrich Schnauss 13)Misterium,This Ascention 14)Stand Away,Angra 15)Creep,Stone Temple Pilots -x- PS: The songs sound better with that special person near you

I Don´t love anybody (Eu não amo ninguem,Cazuza) Yesterday I went to bed holding myself tight Clinging myself to four pillows And crying softly like a little baby So that neither me or god could hear Feeling my own pain Like a baby, as I fall asleep I dream´t i´ve jumped from the 20th floor And scaped without a scratch I´ve wo n $3.500.000 At the lotery And you told me in this sweet ironic voice You´d be mines forever Wen I woke up ,the first thing i´ve saw Was your photograph I don´t know why at mornings Everyday seems like giving labour Who knows,after someone slaps me in the face I´ll know the reasons of all this If you love someone You expect to be loved back Yet anymone I love It´s like loving the moon Something unreacheble I just don´t love anybody This is so strange I can´t fall inlove And my life is all surounded By love _x_ E é só amor que eu respiro

Why am I writting this?Saying private things it´s so un-english,It´s supossed to be,I´m brazilian.And in two weeks carnaval will come.And everytime carnaval it´s near all this comes to my head.I´m just someone who got hurt inside.And survived.These kind of wounds aren´t the kind that just a band aid will heal them.It took years of enduring,silence and medication. Today,I think I´m kindda celebrating this,because,I think,It all has come to an end,for once and for all. I´m not Joana anymore,I became a wall of iron,I can take anything,and survive!

To Muniz: Some people live to kill.Others die so other people can give more value to their lives.Life is god´s most precious gift to us.Our bodies are sanctuaries.We all have the right and the duty to take care of it. I just don´t know how to react to your lost.It´s a strong phisical loss.I fell inlove with you one day,and somehow I keep on being. I just can´t bare missing you so much: Joana

Look deep into her eyes. Because she was,once, A lover of mines -x-

I remember when I first got interested in guys.I was 12 years old.Untill then I thought I would be a lesbian.I thought Paul MCcartney in his "Sgt Peppers" years looked hot,Hulk Hogan,Leo Di Caprio,Liam Ghallegher,Peter Steele,etc Them I got tired of all the celebrities and ran off to find a REAL man.I remember this english guy,not,sir,it´s not you,hi´s name was Robert,hehehehehe.I thought he was cool because he was in university and I was at 6th grade!We both had the same love for the Beatles and Oasis.I met him in this internet community called "Firefly",that later became "MSN"!Then he stopped talking to me because he discovered I was 13 and on 6th grade!And I discovered he was 15 and on 8th grade! Then just messing around my desktop in late 1996 i discovered "Netscape Chat"!Mirc´s soundless colourless older brother.I randomly typed#england and #beatles and BAM! There was where all these people fr...

"Passar ferias em casa E ter-te longe Me faz ter saudades de Dizzie E das ferias no Mexico " "Having you so far away from me and spending vacations at home makes me miss Dizzy and spending my vacations in Mexico"

Y asi hizo la ententona La que siempre há de ententar I por su tierra ya no llora Pues se lo intenta por amar Si no lo ves si que no existe Si lo escuchas es uma cancion Do imagen,tiene una foto Vive de puro amor Tengo solamente algunas cartas Y nunca senti su olor Por tu imagen me duele la vista Y de tu lengua no me imagino ni el sabor Por esto sigo yo bailando Para que te pueda encontrar Y a ententar y a seguir buscando Para sentir aquel me duele Que es el hombre que quiero amar _x_

I Can't Control Myself Lyrics by Troggs OH NO! (ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba) i cant stand still coz youve got me goin (ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba) ur slacks are low and your hips are showin (ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba) i thank you girl as ur standing there your low-cut slacks and your long black hair i want you going, i want noone else coz when im with you i cant control myself defence is down and you got me shakin (ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba) you got me so that my nerves are breakin (ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba) if u knew me like i know u girl ur knees would bend and ur hair would curl you make me move, yeh, like noone else and when im with you i cant control myself ive got this feeling thats inside of me it makes me think of how things used to be it makes me feel alright when im with you at night and we love and we love (ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba) you fill me so with this big temptation (ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba) this kind...

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Him: This must be the first time we talk properly.Hehehehehe Me: Yeah.So, you got in accepted at the University.Ready to be the next Bill Gates? Him:Who,me? Not a chance! Me:Come on!Your whole life´s been about computing and now you are getting a higher dregree on the subject. Him:Afterwards I should get a higher degree on English Literature,so I can write a paper on Tolkien.Or go to music school so I can become a guitar virtuosi. Me:So,how´s love? Him:She left me :( But ok,life goes on while things move forward. Me:I wanna fly to see my loverman this time.He came here the other time.Now it´s time I went there. Him:I saw your blog.Wonderful poems!Did you write any about me?Sincerly it would me an honour.(He does his tipical ironic face)Hehehehe Me: Oh,yes!There´s a whole bunch of them in a drawyer,they are from back then. Him:Back when? Me:High School,when I fell inlove with you and you didn´t give shit about it (Now I do my ironic face). Him: You just couldn´t get enough of ol´Raffs...

Charlotte Gainsbourg - AF607105 Melancholy aviation chocolate perfume cigarettes frequent flyers tow away dislocation sleeping jets wave goodbye feel homesick tranquilizers bill of fare cry easy dvt disapear into thin air we wish you all a very happy pleasant flight this is a journey to the center of the night and the inflight entertainment's out of sigh there on af 607105 time difference you're waking chase the sun into your eyes sleeping cities dust hotel rooms passengers look to the skies fly overyour lifetime and never touching down my heart is breakings omewhere over saskatchewan we wish you all a very happy pleasant flight this is a journey to the center of the nigh tand the inflight entertainment's out of sigh there on af 607105 your life in the wrong hands savannah and frozen wastes the flight path the wingspanbelow the earth rotates i love you i miss you i cannot see your face invent a new persona drunk here on the edge of spaceall the things i carry with meand al...

The name of the song is "Top Top" the interpreters are Mutantes.Top Top it´s a brazilian expression that means "in deep trouble" Top Top It´s time for a sabotage It will be your turn to suffer Whenever there´s no mutual correspondence I will get avanged I won´t be mocked at anymore It´s time for a sabotage He´ll get married to me And we´ll make love on the stairs And paint your name oln the skies It will be sabotage! I want to see you In deep trouble I won´t let anyone say I didn´t do what i promissed doing And at the end I´ll look for somebody else And it will be my turn To say bye bye Untill nevermore I´m through with you _X_

By the hills of Ireland In Gallway and Dunegal The the tall pagan man Awaits by the seaside The mother island Mother danu awaits for us And toghether we will Search for images Of Sheela na Gig Tuatha Dé Danann Mystical and heathen In new years eve They go to the sea To send flowers To Ceridiwen Oh dear mother goddess Can you hear my cry Howlling for the one Who lives at the other side Of coincidences _X _

"Beautiful Liar" Ay, Ay, Ay Nobody likes being played Beyonce, Beyonce Shakira, Shakira (hey)[ Beyonce] He said I'm worth it, his one desire [Shakira] I know things about 'em that you wouldn't wanna read about [Beyonce] He kissed me, his one and only, (yes) beautiful Liar [Shakira] Tell me how you tolerate the things that you just found out about [Shakira] You never know [Beyonce] Why are we the ones who suffer [Shakira] I have to let go [Beyonce] He won't be the one to cry [Beyonce] (Ay) Let's not kill the karma(Ay) Let's not start a fight(Ay) It's not worth the drama For a beautiful liar [Shakira] Can't we laugh about it (Ha Ha Ha)(Oh) It's not worth our time(Oh) We can live without 'em Just a beautiful liar [Shakira] I trusted him, but when I followed you, I saw you together [Beyonce] I didn't know about you then 'till I saw you with him again [Shakira] I walked in on your love scene, slow dancing [Beyonce] You stole everythi...

Red central line Regent Park Deep anal brown That stupid teardrop on my cheek Andrew, please,hold my hand You know what it is District Circle lines Colours of my flag Beyond MCLuhans Symulacron Where unreality becomes true Take me to London where it is All my life All my memories That stupid diary I wrote And forgot it On yellow purple pinkish Great Portland Streets My beautiful diary I wrote it in english For 12 years of my life And like Anne Frank I gave it a name She named her´s Kitty And in the depts of my personal war Like Morrisson,the rider on the storm I named mine´s Jimmy Andrew,let´s just stop there To see if I can find it again It never ansewered me But it has and knows everything I want to see it again Just to be sure nobody Read my secrets If someone found it Jimmy was the medium of my messeges And you say Don´t worry It´s still there In London And all of it´s Love When we found the diary All the pages got Torned off It was agressively Unveiled All of my secrets _x_

The arab man and his lonely fm In Abu Dabi lonely he stands The arab man and his sad fm He see´s the world around But never takes a stand He think he´s like Guevara But he´s like George W. Bush He despices minorities And plants bombs On innocent people So he can attack The asian guy and his Borges book Like the author he´s going blind Yet he does not seizes The last things he looks He listens to the same...

Rafaméia Vamos para Rafaméia Vamos pra Floripa! Lá tem um gostosão Com um lapa de pica! Ele é da Rafaméia Seu signo é de Libra Tem barriga tanquinho E uma bunda bonita Ele é da Rafaméia Só quer saber de sexo Da boca carnuda Ele goza no teto Ele é da Rafaméia É feito de tesão Te lambe com os olhos E goza na tua mão Ele é da Rafaméia Um homem objeto Ele é um robô Nascido para o sexo _ x_

The first on the list are the usual suspects: 1)MY COUSINS!!!:My sisters and brothers,we´ve been toghether since we´re babies!I know I can allways count with them.I wasn´t born with any brothers or sisters but I have 12 cousins!In countriside northeast brazilian culture your cousins are like your brothers and sisters!That´s just fantastic! Now people who aren´t family,but I consider as so! 2)ADRIANO!!!:Since 1996 chering secrets giggles and happinnes!We we´re both outcasts in school.We we´re the two "wierdos" who liked Pink Floyd,Oasis and the Beatles.Altho,now,geographically apart,yet NEVER spiritually apart!We both like the same things in all senses,if I was a bloke I´d be Adriano!That wouldn´t be a problem because we like the same kind of blokes :D 3)Someone who has an FM in the Arabian Emirates:The first person I have ever chatted on the net in the beguinnings of 1996.I have a picture of him of when he was 15!I considered it a jewel.We used to make part of dalnet´s #beatl...

The boy that rever umbottoned her shirt Did suspect of the kinky man who entered her house After he left The man that gave her everything she wanted The boy didn´t give it, he was too shy There where no images of the man on the mirror His long curly hair,his deep green eyes and fair skin He gave his blood to her It tasted like freedom Everytime between 9pm and 4am They gave eachother freedom Before the sun rised They where the chosen lovers They where the chosen ones At least at wendnesdays Please,vampire,do it again _ X _

Stone Temple Pilots Sour Girl She turned away, what was she looking at? She was a sour girl the day that she met me Hey, what are you looking at? She was a happy girl the day that she left me What would you do? What would you do if I follow you? What would you do? I follow Dont turn away, what are you looking at? He was so happy on the day that he met her Say, what are you looking at? I was a superman, the looks are deceiving The rollercoaster rides a lonely one I pay the ransom note to stop it from steaming Hey, what are you looking at? She was a teenage girl when she met me What would you do? What would you do if I follow you? What would you do? I follow What would you do? .... The girl got reasons They all got reasons What would you do? .... Hey, what are you looking at? She was a happy girl the day that she left me The day that she left me / the day that she left me She was a happy girl the day that she left me The day that she left me / the day that she left me She was a happy gir...

Stone Temple Pilots Creep Forward yesterday Makes me wanna stay What they said was real Makes me wanna steal Livin under house Guess Im livin, Im a mouse Alls I gots is time Got no meaning, just a rhyme Take time with a wounded hand cause it likes to heal Take time with a wounded hand cause I like to steal Take time with a wounded hand cause it likes to heal, I like to steal Im half the man I used to me This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray Well, Im half the man I used to be This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray Well, Im half the man I used to me This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray Well, Im half the man I used to be, half the man I used to be Feelin uninspired Think Ill start a fire Everybody run Bobbys got a gun Think youre kinda neat Then she tells me Im a creep Friends dont mean a thing Guess Ill leave it up to me Take time with a wounded hand cause it likes to heal Take time with a wounded hand Guess I like to steal Take time with a wounded hand cause it likes to heal, I...

Just a prayer and a dream and my sweetheart came back.As gourgeous and single as that beautiful night we met at that metal concert.Wyndson is back bringing happinnes to my heart again.And made me smile like the old day.We just can´t get off eachother when we see eachother it´s just pure fate dream and synergy.He wrote a poem to me.Everytime I feel down I read it and feel rejoiced again.He was the first librian from a myriad of miranda librians I would meet later.He´s my Vin Diesel, all covered in chocolate! _____ x ____

Please could you not write this song It is all about me And all this global warming shit Ofcourse it is all about me All that When I am king I won´t be on Haloperidol And tell your president His country is a small shitty one All that Well aging makes me look pretty ugly My belly resembles a quite a little piggy Why don´t you say it Why don´t you say my name Off with your head man Why don´t you say my name I guess you do! Say "hi" Why don´t you say "hi" to me Come on say "hi" That´s it´s sir I´m leaving The internet forever The facebook The flickr The blogsphere networking The bowl with oatmeal I wanna make children yeah! _ X_ For my...

Under that colourful plane Where we smiled and held hands By the grass Smiling you showed me the moon And the magical things a goddess could do You held my hand and sang that song Looking deep in to my eyes Andre,it doesn´t matter How much we part It hurted to split two siamese twins in half You where the knot in my knitting That hurt most It was so painful It made me so scared I was alone For the first time Without the one who completed me I learn to live as whole Without the one that used to be my half Now the scar is getting smaller The wound is dissapearing But that´s still that little rash To remind me of our separation Death and dessperation We where united by the heart We where united by the b0ne Other twins wouldn´t survive But I survived! Now we learned how to life appart But that day Under the colourful plane Before the surgeon and his scafold Splitted us in half Without any anesthesic ...

" You had one eye on the mirror As you watched yourself gavotte And all the girls dreamed that They´d be your partner"

After a decade chatting on the internet Lisa Nelson and Griffin Rubble finnaly meet in Barcelona in Gaudi´s "La Pedrera".Altho they never mentioned sex in their conversation Lisa and Griffin instantly feel attracted to eachother.They both chare the love for music and Gaudi´s architecture.Ramblas,Flamenco and Sangria are included in this erotic psychological thriller.It plays with the idea when do people we talk on the internet become real t.When a still picture,letters on a monitor and a voice become a real person with all, breath,touch and smell.It also shows if things don´t end up like the way you plan,it can be even better. At the siesta time they test the limits of their sexuality on Gaudi´s Sagrada Familia.They dicover that sexual experiences are exactlty like that cathedral,a never ending work,that can take more than a lifetime.Something new is allways discovered,everytime it´s practiced.

I remember the young woman,and her complete cowboy suit.She had it all hat,belt and boots.I was 14,she was 16.She climbed the walls,so she wouldn´t have to pay to see "STOMP".My friend was there we talked the whole night,yet my eyes where in those cowboy boots,and the babe who wore them.And below my black dress something completly new started.It felt so good and it felt so different.Every step, it felt so right,I just knew it.Above the belt there was a "Chemical Brothers shirt",and below the belt was something I´ve never seen before.It started to grow,big and hard.She kissed my cheek,gently,it gave me the chills.So I carressed her hair back,with the tip of my nails,and she got goosebumps.It made me smile. When I got home,naked,I climbed into my bed,something was warm,wet and sticky,right in between. It was the first time EVER I felt lust. ______ x _______

When i feel you near me My heart burns like wildfire When I i dyed my hair red I wanted you to see my fire You turn me on And give me heat It all seems so distante When we meet But when you´re not look I touch myself thinking about you It makes my body burn like wildfire One more night One more dose of whiskey And all you touch is your drum sticks And all I can touch is your shadow You know that makes me cum Your dark hair so long across your chest I close my eyes and cover my sex with my hands But those long hands of your Have just the beat to kick me in As I leave the pub in the middle of cold the rain It all evapourates when it touches my body Because it makes me hot _______ X _________

Title :The scent of flowers,after the thick rain   The little girl scribbeling in her little book He observes from the back of the class With an evil eye,behind thick frames  Her little feet and her little shoes  That small white fragile body  He´s so big and strong  But from that moment on he feels so small  And she starts to grow in his mind  So big he wants to be inside her  The shield on top of her blouse  On her chest  He sees right bellow the buttons  Into her cleavage,he want to get between them  The test is over and he walks across the room  With the paper between his teeth  Like she asked him to  She´s not being bullied by his strong arms And he doesn´t feel taunted by her constant companionship  They are loving every second of it  __ x__

If your eyes are green If you´re a librian If you ever played Dungeons and Dragons If you have long hair If you like animé If your name is Andre,or something similar If you are a trekkie or a whovian Don´t go feeling all special Just because I stare at you It´s not you that I want You just remind me Of all the men I ever had __ X__